calvinpakzhiwei
gosh it's been 3years of friendship. i remember seeing you turning from the geeky goofy you were into the charming young man you are now =))and i'lll always ALWAYS remember the times in 2e3. and you and arif were the windows for me into the world of softball =)) though i suck at it... =\\ but hey, thanks pakky. maybe we haven't been through alot together, like me and don, but calvin pak will always be loved by dereky because you're one damn nice guy. we were close in sec 2 but then, i was a little MORE geekish than you then, thanks for being my friend. and these few days of hanging out made me realised how much i miss u and don. we were inseperable last time, but it seems like me being OUT of MI has left me outcasted =(( but i sincerely apologize for being sucha bad friend i was, i am, if i will be, but dereky loves pakky all the same =)) take care buddy. see you around during trainings.



choongwenling
this girl has been one of the most prominent existence in my life, so much so that i can never deny. you know i've come down one day to wonder what would've happen if i hadn't known waiaung. hadn't know don. hadn't know arif. hadn't know you. well, i've came down to realised each and everyone of you made an impact in my life. whether it be big OR small =)) i really aprreciate it, and YOU. yours was one great impact =)) u've always been with me when i'm going through rough times and so many umpteen times i've failed you =\\ i'm sorry for my mistakes and my unceasing failure as a friend, but know this, you'll always be one of the people that holds a great position in my life =)) without you, it's almost like a pillar gone, my life wouldn't be very much stable like now, though it isn't much of a goood life, but BUT, you guys made this whole ride enjoyable, ESPECIALLY you wenling =)) i love you.



sandraa.
WOW. since you've updated mine,
i'll update yours too... well it's been months since i've known you, and the contant outings and lunches and uh.... secret conversations has really helped =)) i think i know more about u than you know about me too, but i'll prefer to remain that of an enigma lolol, sounds so damn mysterious, but fret not, lolol, i've a feeling this friendship would go a loooooong looooooooooong way and u'll ultimately know more about me than i know more about myself. lol. =)) i'm quite strange, i seriously dunno much about myself.... maybe u could help me decipher this codes and enligthen me - like you always do. lolol =)) take care sandyyyy you're one uber nice girl, whichever guy who gots you is damn lucky =)) lets hope you get the guy you want bah... ciao



amandajoanang.
you've been such a great great friends. even thou there were times i doubted you but throughout my journey of secondary school life u've been with me when i got my first girlfriend and u've been with me when i've lost my last girlfriend. and this is gonna sound all mushy and sweet, but i really do love you over most of my friends. =)) there're really only a few handful of people i trust and damitt u're one of them. coz u're my best buddie and nothing's ever gonna change that. !!! even though we're no longer in the same school and we each have our own friends, it's always you i think of when i get tired of fake smiles and pretence because with you i feel naked(nopunintended >.<). so i hope we'll always remain close and stay this way... because if i ever loose friends like you, i would kill myself under depression. lol
amandaangxinyi rocks my underpants!

zacharymaxchua.
misunderstandings and broken friendships were the past. i've chosen to leave everything behind because u promised u'd change =) and i'l hold u to ur word. dude... u're one of my friends whose the closest to me. even thou u live like in eastcoast. but i somehow can, connect with you. whenever i talk to u, i feel free... like we can talk about almost everything. anything shameful, sad, joyous, even some stuffs which i hate to talk about, all comes out like vomit when i'm talkin to you. thou u have your other goood pals and i might not be ur bestie and u might forget me... but wad the heck, u'll always remain my bestie. because zach simply rocks. and if God forbids, we ever stop talkin, u'll always remain someone important in my life.

jolenelilytoh.
what else can i say other than... i love you. i can't explain why i do. and i dun think i ever can. and dun think i ever would. i'd rather this remain as an enigma to me, and continue to love you because thats what i want to do. =)) short. and shweet eh shelly? BURGH. jolenetohpokjuikwehpeng. i really love you =)
you rock.



jesus.
it's christmas. and people usually say merry christmas i know.
but... i think i'll take time to really appreciate christmas.
other than presents. and carollings. and parties.
i appreciate my life. that was given to me coz of one man.
a life that was granted to me coz of one man.
who gave HIS life for me. i'm not gon sound spiritual. but hey.
christmas really isn't about parties and presents.
its about him. so...
thank you. and happy birthday. Jesus.

amanda.yitan.jessline.malcom.weng.
=)) i love these group of people. 've been with me since god knows when.
like today. when i was sick. and my eye got got. and i couldn't go out with you guys.
you came over to my place =) that meant alot. i was soooooo bored.
sandyy was playing pool! hahaha.
anyhow. amanda. i've known u for four years. and i'm really thankful for everything.
really am. yitan. i've known u for two years. but u're really like a brother to me.
lol. man we even do the same stuffs together. eat the same stuffs. like the same stuffs.
jessline. =)) u really cheered me up alot. and i can't believe u din know i've got a brother
when we've been together for two months last year. it's either u're stupid. or u're stupid. or both.
and... weng. u're like a buddy to me. even thou i've known u for the shortest here.
but u're one my closest friend. really blessed to have friends like u guys.
maclom. for being malcom! hahaha. thanks guys. thank god.



chinguan.
hoogashaaga. i've know you since forever. actually since sec2. and it's been really
great knowin a friend like you. honestly. you've never ever once let me down. before.
ever. u're so different from other friends. i dunno what i do to deserve you.
we might not talk much. but u're one of the friends whom i'll always remember dude.
=)) i love you brudda.

sandra.
ahhhh! thanks for the christmas card! =))
now i understand what domi said when he said
"you must have either really sticky saliva.
or really strong glue" lolol.
we're spos to go maxbrenners together with jack!
dun ps me . lolol. u've been a great friend=))
all the best in studies and.. cl =D

jacklau
hoooolycrap. jacklau. lol. can i ever forget you? the crappiest.
the most insane. the car-freak. the toy-freak. the vj-freak.
the tkd master black belt. and if i ever said u're a good friend.
i'll be lying.......... coz u're more than a good friend.
u're a greattt friend. =)) and please get off work asap so we can
go out more often because u'll prolly forget about me in jc. u twofaced freak.
lol kiddin. i love jack! he's second to wenling. lol..



penny teo
ahh.. class times are over so fast. i never knew i'd have miss my class so much.
and i bet you're one significant classmate i'll never forget.
without you i'll have never pass my exams =)) nah. and i won't have anyone to
talk to. to pour out my sorrows and joy to. take care pennsy. REMEMBER me or i'll..
i'll.. kick your ass. lol. my psychic ass still works alright.
take care. love you. love 4e5.

donpoh
u are another friend in my life i cannot miss.
thou we've been thru quarrels. like me.u.and jason.
we still managed to pull thru dude. thou u weren't always
there. somehow u take the time to care.
u're one very rare friend brudda. and you better not
forget me or i'll skin you alive.
you donnychaonehpao! hahaha.

cherylbestie
you're my bestiie. and this would be a very special thanks.
because u're in shanghai and i know u won't be back til sunday.
so this would stay til u read it.
you've been one of the most caring person i've met in my life.
times when i was down. u were always there to cheer me up.
give me my happypill. u ARE my happypill bestie =)
dunno what will become of me without you. you better come back from
shanghai in one piece (with lotsa presents for me) or else i'll.
hmmm... what can i do? lolol. -sniggers.
*smacks forehead. i miss you bestie come back quick. i need someone to talk to!



crystalang

i've always come to a point of time in my life where i felt like shit.
and always you were there for me. as a friend. as a sister. i know you never left me.
how can i ever thank you? how can i ever? =)) kristabel ang. i'll never forget you.
the times where u hit me with your shoebagg. the times where we hung out.
and i made fun of you. and you made fun of me. those were the days.
now things are so different. yet our friendship remains so true.
i thank God for you. and andrea. =)) andrea's thanks would come soon






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Xpurpose X
i believe very much once in friendship
and believe me i still do
but the lingering faults
the sharpest pains
the longest nights
the rain of sorrows
seem to all start and end with friendship
with love
so there are a few treasured people
who i will always. always love
here they are
i love you

poison.x
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